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today, me and luke are driving to lead hill
to see my little sister at her homecoming.
but lead hill isnt just like any school. its your stereotypical
hillbilly arkansas school.. kinda like the
ones we dont really want to admit having but in all reality the school is there and
the rednecks do exist.
we just try to find other things to talk about when it's brought up like the weather or
the razorbacks...
so last year, the fad at lead hill was carhart overalls. ok.
the year before ...carhart and camo jackets.
i mean, these things were on girls' CHRISTMAS LISTS...
now does this make anyone else laugh as much as it does me?
im just picturing cute high school girls wearing boots and carhart apparel
probably with a nice "been there cut that" john deer shirt.
i kinda like it b/c its maybe cute and then on the other hand im like... "umm... no no."
tonight should be interesting... :)
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| oh gosh.
im SO out of the xanga circle its rediculous.
it seems like i used to be able to just sit down and blabber about the most random things on here and somehow it was kinda interesting.. but now im just.... blank...
what has gotten into me?
serisously i havent check xanga since almost easter... craziness.
the number one thing i miss about xanga is the look and feel portion..
if only facebook would let me decorate...:)
today, i savored the last warm day and rode my bike to school..
somethin about riding just calms my nerves and lets me...
just think.
i really love it a lot..
AND i was reading old posts, and i STILL love riding over fallen dried leaves.. 
once again im stressing out about my dental hygiene application.
if i dont get accepted this coming fall im just gonna jump off a bridge.
i mean, i cant be a carhop forever..
i need all the prayers i can get to help me through this stressful time..im freakin out.
today is my uncle bills 51st birthday which reminds me of his HUGE crazy bday party/mourning service we had last year when luke met the whole family when we were all in our "crazy state".. im suprised he's still around after all he's seen from the fam..
its fun to think about how nervous and kinda shy i used to be around him and compare that to today.. i like the comfortable feeling we have now.. :)
ok the boss just called wanting to know if i could work tonight.. and i mean i CAN... but not sure if i really really want to...
decisions..
i probably wont work..
today at bcm, we watched the weekly rob bell video and it reminded everyone of all the blessings we have as americans..
somedays i catch myself wanting more than what i have or wanting something diiferent.. it makes me feel so selfish to think about all the everyday things that are considered luxuries that i have as an average american girl compared to the millions of people who struggle just to get something to eat.
i want to work on this selfishness and be more appreciative of all the blessings i have that i take for granted
every.
day.
me and all my girls are supposed to make christmas sweatshirts tonight for the parade tomorrow night..
i hope it all works out and we really do it.
ill make sure to take lots of pictures!! :)
ok...
so maybe i just needed a little warming up to xanga..
im not blank... by any means.. haha
love you.
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| ok so lets talk about this.
im about to have my 20 and 3/4ths birthday this week and yes, my mom still fills my easter basket with a gift and a smorgasbord of candy.. and i LOVE it.
proof:
we have fun.
you better believe now that lent is over i have a cold sonic coca cola classic conveniently sitting in front of me!! i can have cokes and skip class now!!! yesssss.
i wish my phone had endless memory so i could save all of my good text messages.. i mean, deleting texts to me is like throwing away a good letter or something. i dont like it.
my vanilla candle smells nice.
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| i absolutely hate elimidate.
but for some strange reason, i watch it... hating every minute..
kinda like infomercials.
now why cant i just change the channel?
no one will ever know.
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| i never believed there was actually an alligator at the bona dea trails until yesterday when me and jordan were riding by one of those swamp lookin areas.
yes.
i saw it and its real.
and big.
my grandma made sure to let me know not to touch it.
actually she told my mom to tell me not to touch and mom felt it was nessesary to relay the message.
good thing, b/c i was planning on going alligator back riding today.
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